Introverting and Coffee make me happy
“How much better is silence; the coffee cup, the table. How much better to sit by myself like the solitary sea-bird that opens its wings on the stake. Let me sit here for ever with bare things, this coffee cup, this knife, this fork, things in themselves, myself being myself.”
— Virginia Woolf, The Waves (via zielenadel)
Control is what i crave most. Because if i have control i can be thin but until i completely in control i won’t be thin and in my head if i am not thin i am not perfect. This is only about me though. i believe everyones body is beautiful and everyone deserves to eat but i will never believe that for myself. for me control means perfection and perfection means thin.
I will not let this pain hurt me for any longer. I am capable of releasing all that does not contribute to my wellbeing.
~Affirmation to Myself | IG
“What and how much had I lost by trying to do only what was expected of me instead of what I myself had wished to do?”
- Ralph Ellison, Invisible Man
(via the-book-diaries)
Some days you will feel like the ocean. Some days you will feel like you are drowning in it.
It gets easier. You get used to it.
The more you restrict, the more cravings start to fade. Soon, sweets, junk food & big, heavy portions will disgust you. An empty stomach will start to feel euphoric. Keep going! Feel your hunger & pain dissappear, and watch your fat dissappear too.
A reminder to myself
The most genuine of desires do not come when we seek, but when our heart decides to speak of them in its own timing.
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